Alone?

On Black Friday, I was feeling down. Ever since I was in high school I went skiing on Black Friday. This winter, the cold weather has been slow to start and to be quite honestly my mind has been elsewhere. After sending out a few last minute invitations that were inevitably declined, I decided I would go for a short solo overnight at the Wildcat Shelter along the Appalachian Trail in Warwick, NY. 

   


I arrived just before dusk. I quickly set up my hammock and began collecting wood for a fire. I heard footsteps and turned around to see a father and son arriving in camp. We had a pleasant exchange of small talk before I went back to the fire and they set up camp. When I relocated my food to the bear box, they invited me to join them. 

 
 It dawned on me that things always seem simpler in the woods. I can feel lonely at times, but every time I go out backpacking I find people are innately kind and welcoming. I end up with a stronger feeling of community than I do in “the real world”. 

Last weekend, I decided to try another solo trip. Again, I went to the Wildcat Shelter. This time a couple was there when I arrived. As it turned out they were part of the Appalachian Trail Conservancy just checking on the shelter. After a short exchange they wished me well and were on their way. 

I thought, this is it. I am alone. I sat on a rock with a limited view of the sky and watched it get dark. As my eyes adjusted the stars began to pop. I felt still, not just of body but also of mind. It was peaceful. I was calm. 

I started to get cold and turned in early. It wasn’t long before I was shivering. I was worried I would have to night hike out and go home. I didn’t want my first truly solo overnight to fail from temperature. I reached out to a couple of friends who offered me suggestions. The bottom line was move your body to warm up and then go back to bed. It was logical and I felt silly for having to ask, but 100 jumping jacks (or star jumps as one called it) and 30 lunges later I was snuggled up and warm in my hammock. 

I only awoke one more time that evening. It was when I heard the howling of coyotes in the distance. I remember thinking to myself I sure hope they stay in the distance. I wondered how I would handle it if they didn’t. As the thought faded, I too faded back to sleep. 

Again, things seemed simpler in the woods. Again, I did not feel alone. Physically I was, but the moment I had concern I had support. Even if I wasn’t concerned, I had someone keeping tabs on me from home to make sure I was safe. On this trip, I learned I don’t feel alone in the woods, even if I am.

  

As I hiked out under the morning sun, I felt revitalized. I would even say joyful.  

 

10 thoughts on “Alone?

  • February 13, 2016 at 2:21 pm
    Permalink

    I’m impressed, I must say. Rarely do I come across a blog that’s equally educative and amusing, and let me tell you, you’ve hit the nail on the head. The problem is something which too few men and women are speaking intelligently about. Now i’m very happy I stumbled across this during my hunt for something regarding this.|

    Reply
    • February 14, 2016 at 5:44 pm
      Permalink

      Thanks! I’m still new to blogging and I appreciate the support. If you ever have any suggestions I’d love to hear them!

      Reply
    • May 3, 2016 at 6:50 pm
      Permalink

      Thanks, I hope you see all the support you have even if feeling alone.

      Reply
  • June 14, 2016 at 9:15 pm
    Permalink

    I used to be recommended this blog by my cousin. I
    am not any longer positive whether this put up is written via him as nobody else
    know such specific approximately my difficulty.
    You will be incredible! Thanks!

    Reply
  • June 15, 2016 at 7:04 pm
    Permalink

    I constantly spent my thirty minutes to learn this web site’s posts daily in addition to a mug of coffee.

    Reply
  • June 18, 2016 at 3:20 pm
    Permalink

    Hey! I realize this is sort of off-topic but I needed to ask.

    Does building a well-established blog like yours require a lot of work?

    I am completely new to blogging but I do write in my journal every day.
    I’d like to start a blog so I can easily share my own experience and thoughts online.
    Please let me know if you have any suggestions or tips for
    new aspiring blog owners. Appreciate it!

    Reply
    • June 19, 2016 at 12:33 pm
      Permalink

      YouTube has some great tutorials, people have even screen casted themselves as they work to update. I usually post from my phone.

      Reply
  • June 19, 2016 at 7:59 pm
    Permalink

    What’s up to every one, for the reason that I am really keen of reading this weblog’s post to be updated daily.
    It consists of pleasant material.

    Reply
  • November 16, 2016 at 6:52 am
    Permalink

    Wow that was odd. I just wrote an really long
    comment but after I clicked submit my comment
    didn’t show up. Grrrr… well I’m not writing all that over again. Anyhow, just wanted to say superb blog!

    Reply

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *